The Box is Open

The Box is Open

How Can I? How Can I Not? That is the question on my mind these days.Ever keep some of your thoughts and emotions tucked away to deal with another day? Since our third round of IVF that's exactly what I have done. I have thought about the big decisions that awaited us...

And When He Said..

And When He Said..

And when he said, “I love you Mom” my eyes welled up with tears.  We were sitting at the table and it was the end of lunch. Lunch is always one of the hardest parts of my day because well…. twins. When my oldest said those words it stopped me in my tracks....

I Hope He Understands

I Hope He Understands

There's just not enough of me. I hope he understands. My husband used to get all of me but now there's not even enough of me for me. I hope he understands. Stay-at-home mom life is the hardest and most rewarding thing I have ever done. It is everything I want and...